dont read, if u hate me, coz i hate u !

abg..
lme ta pggil cm uw kn,
bby byk pk lately. psl abg. psl f. psl hubungan kite.
dlm pale otak by, by asyek bygkan, abg mnje2 kan f, mcm abg mnjekan by dlu.
abg bahagiekan die, mcm abg bhgiakan by dlu. die da gnti tmpt by. abg....

abg... i miss u ! im freakin crazy miss u ! i love u ! i need u ! seriously ! i really need u next to me.
i really need u to take care of me, to pampered me, to scare me, when im alone at night.
abg... if only bby bole pergi kat abg and pelok abg sekuat ati. bby cinte abg...

lately, i keep blaming u. by asyek salahkan abg, by salahkan abg, yg sbbkan hubungan kite cmni.
tpi by pk blek, bby ke yg sbnrnye salah?? by terlalu mengongkong?? tpi mengongkong ke by, klu by marah abg layan pompan len, mcm awek abg sndri??

by da byk pk, by da byk pk pk, by da byk pk pk pk. bby tatau, abg da lupekan by ke?
coz milo ckp, abg da terlampau rapat sgt dgn f. da mcm kapel. ya allah, sakitnye hati. pedihnye jiwa. hibanya rase. betol ke? betol ke abg da lupe by? betol ke, hubungan kite slme ni, lgsung ta bgi makne ap2 pde abg?? ya allah ! tabahkan hati aku.

syg, by salah, tpi abg pw salah. syg, sedihnye hati ni. tpi, maybe abg ta amek berat pown, prasaan by. ya allah, tabahkan hati aku ! abg, if only abg bole selam sndri hati by, and rase ap yg by rse skrg. knpe abg bgi by harapan yg besar, and then abg tinggalkan by terkontang kanting sorg diri. smpi skrg abg ta contact by, betolke by ni da tade makne kat abg?? betolke bile by mntk putus dlu, lgsung ta bgi effect kat abg, coz abg sbnrnye lgsung ta syg by, sakit bg,,,, sakit sgt rsenye... abg plezz... sakit sgt... sakit....

abg... bby tringin sgt, nk dudok sebelah abg. by nk tye abg betol2. by nk bincang dgn abg. by nk abg jujo. by nk bincang dgn abg, psl masalah2 kite. by nk abg jujo. by nk tahu, isi hati abg yg sebenarnye. then,, bile sume soalan by da terjawab, terpulang la pade abg, nk buat ap. same ad, abg nk balek pade by, or abg nk pergi.... and tinggalkan by.

we need to talk ! coz i love u. i care about our relationship. and god plez ! i need to ask him a few things. then, insyaallah, i can move on with my life, with him, or without him...

ad sape yg faham aku rse?? ad?? i dont think so. yg ad, hye cacian, makian, tohmahan. yg bgi support pw, hye support aku, coz diorg tatau perkare sbnr, yg msih support aku, and yg tau perkare sbnr, hye la cahir and mr J...

yaallah, kau pulang kan la syg ku... dan jika bukan itu takdirku, kau tabah kan la hati ku melalui semua ni....